My Family
First
I want to tell my story about my self.. I was
born in the family which have 1 brother and 1 sister, I have a great mom
and a daddy.. I have a modest life in my home.
My
mom is a great mom coz she has a lot of strength to do her job as a housewife
and a hard worker in her job is a “ konfeksi” and my dad is a lazy but its
because his body is weak but his also helping my mom to do the job in
“konfeksi”.
My
sister, she is a stubborn girl. If she want, she must do it but if she don’t
want..don’t ask her, she probably don’t want to that.. my mom said she’s really
a stubborn girl. But still I know she is a hard work too..maybe the condition
in her life push her to survive..coz now she is in hongkong alone but she live
in my aunty home. She also enjoy her life in there but she can’t to be informed
anything.. she want do what she want..but I also pray to God to change her..i
believe it can be..coz in God nothing impossible..
My
brother, he is a hard worker and a good brother to me.. after my sis go to HK..
he is also to be my friend, my best brother that I ever had… he is do his job
well..i also talking heart to heart to him.. especially after I got sick..
Me,
I am is mix my mom and my dad.. I have a attitude like my sis is stubborn but I
think I just have think that is true is always true.. like I said I am mix my
mom coz my mom a hard worker as like me if I think I can do it no matter how
hard it is, I must got it or do it.. but if I think is useless, what ever say
it to me I don’t want do it..yes it is side of my stubborn.. like dad, I am a
lazy girl too..like I say if I don’t want do that I really don’t do it and I
have a weak body like my dad..
My
life
When
I am in school, I am one of the smart girl.. I can receive lesson in my class
and also I have a rank in my class although not a big three but I am still in
between 10 rank..i have a good attitude was in school..
In
college too, I am a good listener..i have a lot of friend, man and girl..but
still have a best friend is a 6 or 5 close friend and until now I have a
contact to them..i like to associate with other people..
In
working, first I working I still in college do my essay..and I thank God coz
still I’m in college I have work.. but it not a long time coz just three month
I have work there..okay I think this is a good experience to me.
Until
I finish my essay, I search a job and I have it in ancol is Lion Superindo near
my campus so I don’t have difficult time to go there..previously that my first
job in kuningan street and if I go there I must wake up earlier..but in this
job it is not..i have a lot of experience in there coz my friend also work
there and it make me stand there long-term but still just 5 month.. coz a lot
of my friend search another job and I have a difficult situation in there..
after I check out from Superindo, I have a job in little company is near my
church..but I can’t have long time in there coz I looking forward search
another job that make me feel better than that.. so just in 1 month I go out
there..
I
looking2 to another job that make me have a lot of experience.. and I found job
that different with my old job coz in previous my job is accounting or finance
but in there my job is sales in bank.. in there I have a lot of experience,
meet a lot of people, a lot of job is different from my past. I call the people
to get a meeting with them and I have a target to do this job..i must find
people that want to open account in my bank.. and also in there I don’t work in
long term coz just 1 month in there and I go out… searching2 to what job I must
be..
Honestly,
I have a dream that I want to be servant of God..i want to go the theologia
college.. I was try go there until three times and I can’t..i also ask to God,
if this is my future and my passion in there..i admit I also like to do that
job is like a servant.. I can meet all of people, a lot of experience that I
never think I can do that..but my mom, my dad, my brother until my friends in
church or a lot of people say I can’t do that job..whether I must to forget my
dream..my passion..my will..i know Lord, You ever say with me that my job is do
your job which You show to me..until then I must still waiting..
And
in my waiting. U give me job that I never knew is a finance..it is a easy job
although the first time is difficult coz there I work with my friend that have
attitude like me.. and that a lot of problem in there..but once again I see
Your power to change that..until one half year I working there I have a comfort
zone in there that make me can’t change and also I have a problem in there not
about the job but about the people..until I choose to get out over there and I
also wait if you can give me job that make me more grow up with You.
After
I go out with my oldest job, I see You lead me to do job is a teacher..its my
favorite job coz I pray to You to gave me job that make me growth. And You gave
it to me with miracle.. but I can’t do that job coz my mom say it can’t and my
evangelist said it too.. coz previously I get out in my old job I got a sick
and they say I can’t do that job..so I didn’t take that job..i really feel
sorry with the headmaster in gamaliel school also with my friend that she introduce
me with the headmaster..i am really2 dissapointed..
After
I can’t do that job which God gave it to me..i also have a bad attitude, I also
mad and anger with mom, dad, brother and a lot of people.. coz they are also
manage what I must doing..i also mad and really mad until I go to singapure
that my aunty invite me to go Singapore with her, her son and also my mom..
In
Singapore, I can’t happy to go there. I can’t enjoy my vacation in there.. I
also make the a reason to mad with mom.. that what my mom do I also think its
wrong.. until five day I go to there I don’t have reason to appologize my mom
mistake.. but thanks God, in there You remember me don’t anger and mad with
mom..what she must do is also for the best to you..and little by little God
change my heart to forgive my mom..although I can’t all of her mistake..but
thanks God u also remembering me that my mom do is for me..she don’t want I get
a sick, coz she always scare that I got sick..
After
I back home from Singapore..i can’t think what I must do..i want do this job my
mom don’t give her permission..until I try to search another job just to kill
my time…
Finally,
I try to take a job that give me big fee but difficult to go to there..and I
think God don’t want I get this job coz in holiday I must go work until Sunday
if a lot of work I must go to. So I try another job is same like my brother
company but different place. I can get on in coz I have a friend in there..so I
go to there easy. I work there not long term too just three month..coz a lot of
problem in there make me feel that I must not there honestly..until my foot
sick I am not going there and I resign
to there company..a lot of memory in there..but I know God will give me the best
until the end..i believe it…
About
Boy
I
have a lot of friend and it is a boy too..
But
never going special to me..i don’t have a close realiationship with one of
them.. many boy come and go but not have special time with me..in college I got
one close friend,but just friend..until I’m working too I have a friend that
close to me but never until really close maybe its because I also want to catch
my dream…until now, don’t have a special man in life..okay I admit, one boy try
to catch me until two years and I just ignore him..i really feel sorry..first
his is younger than me and second his make me scare coz he always catch me..but
now I’m really falling in love with him coz
he never stop to catch me and never disssapointed with me..but now he
has a friend that close friend a lot of woman..i don’t know how come we can go
to talk like past..
Thanks
Lord..You teach me a lot in my life…that waiting time is not a useless but is a
process.. that the process You gave it to me it’s a worth it..until You show me to do what passion You gave it to me to do..Thanks
lord..thanks..just thanks for all of this..
Romans 8:28
And we know that in all things God works for the goodof those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.(NIV)
Footnotes:
- Romans 8:28 Or that all things work together for good to those who love God, who; or that in all things God works together with those who love him to bring about what is good—with those who
source bible:http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans+8%3A28&version=NIV
